I’m really so angry about this like there is no possible fucking way I’m going to that intake tomorrow. I don’t even want to go to that PHP i specifically told my doctor and workers that if i had to go back to a PHP it had to be the one i was in for the last 9 months but they’re not putting me in that one they’re putting me in one an hour away??? This whole process thole thing consumes my fucking life. I can’t hangout with my friends because I’m always being forced into programs i don’t want to do. I would sooner kill myself than go to that intake tomorrow and blow Nicole off for literally the 3rd fucking week in a row.
You know what I hate? When people get pissed off when you tell them you don’t want them to touch you. Like excuse me, I don’t actually want you to touch my arm. I don’t want a hug right now. I don’t give a shit if you’re family. I don’t care if the phrase “I don’t want to be touched” puts you off. Just don’t fucking touch me.
i asked nicole if she wanted to hangout tomorrow and she said yes but i just fucking remembered i’m not going to be home at all tomorrow and she has work from 5-11. what the fuck. there’s no fucking way im going to be sitting in that one fucking building for 4 hours. no fucking way.
i have my PHP intake tomorrow and I’m already so over it. the last thing i want to do is spend 6 hours in group therapy every single day with 7 people i know from my hospitalizations.
Oh god I had to do that too and it was so awful! I hope it all goes well though
thank you! this isn’t my first time in php so i know how bad it’s going to be